I've been having some niggling health challenges recently which have not been responding very well to my usual approaches of juices, alternative herbal remedies, yoga, self enquiry and healing. So this morning I allowed myself to drift between altered states of consciousness for hours in bed and during this time I got the insight I needed and as a result so much then shifted for me. At one point I became more consciously aware and suddenly saw an image of one of my hands with a small black implant in it.
I instantly and instinctively reacted by removing the implant in my mind and at that point my energy body breathed a huge sigh of relief and I immediately felt much better with energy flowing in a way that it had not been before. The pain I had been experiencing disappeared and I felt so deliciously peaceful and nurtured. I feel this implant had been able to take hold because of my energy field being weakened through some stressful situations that were occurring in my life.
Some spiritual teachers talk of these implants, including Diana Cooper in some of her books, and I have dealt with these implants as well as other energetic interferences many times before. Once I felt very drawn to meditating with my beautiful labradorite stone. I got drawn into an altered state of awareness and then suddenly a 'being' (the spirit or elemental of the stone) jumped out of the stone and pulled these cords out of my head that I had not realised were there. I felt an instant lift in my energy and felt so much better.
I usually try to remember to clear my energy on a daily basis from energy and entity attachments, especially if I have been around lots of other people, but often forget about implants (which according to certain teachers can be placed in our auras by malevolent astral beings). After this recent experience I am going to make a reminder to myself to scan my energy more thoroughly each day.
I also usually have to remove entities and cords when I do my healing work on others too. This is not work I would have chosen to do, at a human level, but it seems that spirit, or my soul has chosen for me to do this, because when I am in a healing trance-like state, entities stuck within an individual's energy field show up. This was not part of my original healing training, but is something that happens to me intuitively.
When I have cleared them, the energy of the related chakra or part of the body suddenly flows much more freely and there is a dramatic increase in its frequency. Previous recipients of healing have felt and noticed the difference too, experiencing shifts in their emotions and feelings (these energetic interferences can affect our thoughts and emotions - in fact shamans see many individuals with mental health issues as having spirits attached to them), as well as things then moving forward in their lives, where they previously seemed blocked. And some people start to sense the spiritual energy for the first time, which brings such joy to me as well as to them!
Once I was doing healing work on myself and sitting with a sacred symbol on my lap. At one point briefly I lost consciousness and when I came to, I saw a skinny little entity jump out of me so fast and run off as if his feet were on fire! He even had a little astral sack over his shoulder and looked quite sweet! I felt sorry for him.
In her book, 'Angels & Goddesses', Doreen Virtue recounts having similar experiences with energetic and entity attachments seeing them latch on to her when she has been helping other people - the other people go away feeling better and she feels worse - and in particular recalling seeing them get pulled out of her and cleared during a very potent healing session she had. I have also seen them get sucked out of my chakras when I've been working on myself and another friend, Kelsey, who has learnt a specific healing practice to clear herself has had similar experiences with entities.
What I have learnt with all this is always to be very respectful in the treatment of these beings, because whatever their intentions, they too need to evolve and grow. And like everything, these beings also need love. That's not to mean that we accept them as energetic parasites, but that in dealing with them we ask that they be shown love and light and helped on their paths.
One psychic was experiencing attack from a very malevolent being and whilst she tried to fight back with her own strength, she lost her power and became more endangered and at risk of being hurt physically. It was only once she called upon the Divine and imagined divine love flowing through her that the entity could no longer tolerate being in her presence. On another similar occasion, another entity showed up threateningly, but this one allowed some of the positive love energy to light them up and they became less dark.
Another spiritual teacher, Charis Melina Brown, recounted finding an energetic parasite within her aura. She sent healing energy to it, and as she did so, she saw it transform in front of her eyes into a beautiful elemental, which has now become one of her spiritual helpers. It was so stunned as it had never felt love before and revelled in the feeling of the healing energy she sent it.
So the answer is always love. Love, with respect for our own boundaries. The principle is similar in my experience to the Buddhist practice of Tonglen; where we breathe in darkness, transform it within us and breathe out light. I must admit the first time I ever tried tonglen I was scared. I wondered whether it was really a sensible idea to breathe in the darkness of the world. Hadn't I got enough to deal with, with my own issues... let alone taking on the whole world's?! Yet it turned out to be one of the most blissful, transformative and empowering things I've ever done - true alchemy - and I felt so much stronger spiritually afterwards.
In the Anastasia books, by Vladimir Megre, Anastasia herself had times of taking in the anger of people around the world and burning it up inside her, so the tonglen-type approach to service is not limited to Buddhism. And Anastasia hints that the reason we are susceptible to psychic interference is because we live so unnaturally. We have not had a 'space of love' in nature created for us by our parents which nurtures and protects us from conception onwards. Such a space, she claims, where the plants interact with the cosmos on our behalf, if properly set up along the lines she mentions, will protect us from external thought forms and psychic attack and will heal us when we return to it after being out in the world.
Imagine the powerful energy of a huge old tree and what it might be like if the whole land and space we lived on was imbued with such healing energy and also provided us with our own food, uniquely designed for us from taking in the messages of our bodies through our regular interactions with the plants and the space, providing the plants with the information they needed about our health.
Such a space would provide true healing power, peace, tranquility and protection, perhaps similar to the feeling of being in high energy mountains or a forest or a remote place. It would be very different to the energy we experience living in close proximity to a whole lot of other people who all are living unnatural, stressed lives, close to busy roads and surrounded by pollution, wifi and other forms of radiation and also the thought forms of others, all of which send confusing messages to our energy bodies.
What we can do for ourselves, whilst we live in a less natural way is to keep our vibration high as much as possible (whilst not ignoring our shadows which need to be recognised and accepted in order for us to feel whole), through not getting caught up in thoughts of fear and lack and so forth, and also through making sure we do enough of whatever keeps us healthy and balanced. For example, nature time, spiritual connection, healthy food, exercise, creativity and healthy relationships.
In my experience, it has tended to be when I've allowed my vibration to drop that things have been better able to interfere with my energy. What I take from all this is that when aligned in the light of pure love, the darker or lower vibrating energies either flee (if they are not yet ready to experience transformation) or allow themselves to be transformed. Love, as they say, is always the key!
